Bresson has been slaying me recently.
First Balthazar, and now this.
They are similar.
Films which seem boring.
You watch them once. They wash over you. Very little effect.
And then you are stranded at the end of the world.
Just you and Górecki’s third symphony.
Yes, you pack away some life beneath your belt.
You ingest the poison trickery of the world.
Et voila!
The film comes to life.
All the Frenchies start out looking the same in black and white.
You furiously follow the subtitles.
But the film presents meaning the second time around.
First were the forms.
A donkey. Some sluts. Bad memory.
Les Dames du Bois de Boulogne is so forgettable the first time around.
All we remember is the Bois.
Conflated with some lines of Céline’s Voyage…
But this is the real deal.
Maria Casarès was like the Alida Valli of The Paradine Case here.
Indeed, it just may be that Hitchcock lifted the essence of his criminally underrated film (no pun intended) from Bresson’s minor masterpiece of two years previous.
Whatever the case may be, Casarès is absolutely diabolical as Hélène.
Revenge is a dish best served.
Simmer, reduce, garnish, and serve.
Revenge revenge revenge.
And yet we feel for Hélène.
And so in the grand mystery of the spheres we wonder, “What is God if not an impossible camera angle?”
A crumpled note.
Our hearts torn to shreds.
And always raining.
Like some goddamned B-movie with a thunder sheet in the wings.
If I didn’t hook you at first, then you’re not still with me.
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brevity.
The oppression of Twitter.
So we must think of the greatest tricks of all time.
The recent Microsoft Tay psyop. To make Trump and his followers look stupid.
As if he needs any help.
But a very real conspiracy none the less.
For some events are so transparent.
And some pure whores like Agnès (Elina Labourdette) have that bullshit detection meter straight out of The Shining.
Preternatural, if not supernatural.
We might think we’re being tricked.
Too good to be true IS.
“Deceit deceives itself.” Guy Debord. D.N. Smith.
It is a very delicate story.
The crystallization of immense pain.
Vanity, yes.
But also human nature. Survival of the ego.
A hurt so deep as to propel plans. Special plans. Operations.
Some countries blow up their own cities.
The old “self-inflicted wound” ploy…as Clouseau would call it.
Orwell was very clear about this in 1984. The government is firing rockets at its own people.
Because it is only natural to assume an outside enemy as culpable, the true authors slip by.
And as the narrative becomes codified and accepted…and everyone has come back to the NFL, and hockey, and soccer…then the beast can’t be disturbed.
The beast which knows not its own power.
The beast whose abuse rises from below.
The Lilliputians in charge condescend upwards.
All bark and no bite.
And the beast bites the wrong lands.
Afghanistan. Iraq.
With each passing year the creation myth (9/11) requires inference upon inference upon inference to justify the next humanitarian bombing.
Libya. Syria.
Very few understand the importance of replacing due process with death by Hellfire missile.
Yemen.
No wonder the video game makers consult with the Pentagon.
A seamless transition from energy drinks in mom’s basement to the joysticks of drone strikes.
Far afield.
From those ladies.
Those ladies who have been used.
Sold a false bill of goods.
A very sloppy expression. Arcane.
Left dangling like a modifier.
And so we want to go back to a simpler time.
Before we gave up on our dreams (in the blink of an eye).
I call out to cold regions. Cold rooms.
I call out to cold hearts. Mixed response.
But the one true miracle is to push onwards.
No more sugar-coating the shite she dished out.
She was a real bitch.
And I was as mad as any painterly glass of absinthe ever existed.
I can’t forget.
No, never.
But I can forgive.
Not much here to steal or ruin.
A very marginal existence.
I can sleep because of a girl.
A dream of a girl.
A girl I don’t even know.
She is hope.
A sort of personification of liberty.
And when will we revolt from this life and bolt?
One step at a time.
Not hasty.
So many years piled on my shoulders.
This is, by the way, a film review.
Not caring how ridiculous I look.
Take your best shot.
World, shut your mouth.
I was no trick.
I’ve been desperate. Money troubles. My ethics in the gutter.
But given a second chance by the universe I made an important decision.
To be boring.
A few days longer.
Some dreams worth chasing, others are a disease.
People over profit.
Sign me up, Chomsky!
Better get right with the lord.
Or git hit in yer soul.
It’s easy. Chomsky won’t touch 9/11.
And Alex Jones won’t touch Israel.
It’s easy.
Why? Same team, different squads.
I don’t care.
Not being run down by no third-rate psyop.
Fuck your Godwin’s law.
This was 1945.
An odd year to be jilted.
-PD
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