One of the greatest of all time.
I wasn’t sure I could handle the flood of emotions this film was bound to trigger.
But I went for it.
And it is, truly, a masterpiece.
In the U.S. we know it simply as Cinema Paradiso, but I wish to honor director Giuseppe Tornatore by reviewing it under the Italian title.
This film is full of fear and regret…because it is reminiscence.
Gone long from home.
Many years away from family.
Moreover, there are few films which portray a pure love for cinema quite like this one.
What we have is a mentorship. Alfredo, the mentor…and Toto, the mentee.
There are so many magical shots…so many jewel-like devices of cinematic deftness which make this picture truly special.
When I was a young man, this film taught me the potential of cinema.
And my fear at the time was losing my past.
But now that I have, by the grace of God, returned to my homeland, my fear tonight was reimmersing myself in the beauty of misery.
Or the misery of beauty.
In accounting, they teach you to ignore sunk costs.
But the human psyche still yearns for the one that got away.
We analyze our past decisions.
We lament our judgement.
But the costs of love, the economic costs of love (the totality of what was at stake) cannot be so easily dismissed.
Maybe it was not meant to work out.
But there are some very painful, lonely yearnings which age us like a bottle of scotch.
Perhaps our pain will be someone’s joy.
We cannot live with a “letter never sent”.
But a letter never answered can be so indescribably mournful.
And so we have come back.
Having tried our luck and worked our hands to the bone.
And we praise God for the opportunity to see Alfredo again.
The whole family.
It’s a trade-off.
And lost love still leaves us wistful.
Maybe we don’t understand the reverse culture shock we have been battling.
For several years.
Maybe we are yet too young.
To see our homeland with eyes of clarity.
This is what Philippe Noiret tells Marco Leonardi.
You’re not old enough yet…to be here.
Noiret is really the star of this film.
With his big mustache. And his close-cropped hair.
But none of this would have been possible without the child.
Toto. Salvatore Cascio.
His impish smile. His hunger to learn.
We see a filmmaker in the making of himself.
And while Jacques Perrin is quite special as the grown-up Toto,
there is one key personality I must touch upon.
This actress changed my life.
And I fell in love with her understudy.
Perhaps years later I did the same again.
Those blue eyes always kill you.
But it was when I first saw this. In 1998.
I fell in love.
And it didn’t work out so well.
It was too much.
Romeo and Juliet.
I felt I was lower-class.
I had no confidence.
It is these things which we regret.
How a word could have been different.
How a revelation might have changed history.
But we praise God for Pupella Maggio.
Thank you, God, for your blessings.
This film has made me very emotional.
Because it is a masterpiece.
And we shall sail on.
Into the night sky.
And remember how Ennio Morricone guided our every blessed footstep in our Garden of Eden. Over paths encrusted with tiny diamonds here and there…which would catch the reflection of the moon. We walked the path the best we could.