Sometimes a lack of words is sadness.
Down at the dancehall. “Auld Lang Syne”…
Old long since.
Long long ago.
“Long, Long, Long”
From Robert Burns to George Harrison.
“Standing in the Doorway”
You left me…
Bad as Me. “New Year’s Eve”…
Yeah, someone noticed.
It’s not as entertaining as “the rolls”.
…wisps of music on the wind with lonely snow.
There are good people in the world.
I can attest to that.
Whether they’re joking or not.
There are little miracles.
Like “the little tramp”…
A light flickering here and there.
“Caroline Says II”
It takes a long time to watch a movie like this.
It takes a lifetime.
In this fashion.
To see it once…as a kid…in high school…and swoon to the wallflower image.
And now 20 years later (at least).
This time we know “the rolls” are coming. Buzz rolls. Open rolls. Double-stroke. Scotch snaps.
“Auld Lang Syne”
It is the sentiment of Dean Wareham on that last Galaxie 500 album.
“Fourth of July”
I stayed at home…
This Is Our Music//
Ah…I’m skipping around. Snow blind.
Lost in a flurry. Of activity. Or snow.
Mack Swain…Georgia Hale.
And Charlie “Charles” Chaplin.
I don’t remember what version I saw as a kid.
Today. I learned of a new version. New being 1942.
Voice-overs by Chaplin. I resisted at first.
Yet, this may have been the version I saw as a kid.
I don’t remember. Cinema was just a dream in my heart.
But now I know.
For all the outcasts and underdogs.
I was asserting my personhood. Making my own choices. Silent film. What a rebellion!
And now I know.
The other side of the coin.
It takes a lifetime to watch this film.
In the dancehall.
Leaning on a rattan cane.
The world is meant to squash your dreams.
Some dream of Denmark. Sweden. Switzerland.
But I don’t live there.
And I don’t live much at all unless I let out a love cry like Albert Ayler.
Up on “Zion Hill”…
It don’t mean a thing.
It could be called Composition No. 173 like Anthony Braxton.
It’s the only way you know you’re still alive.
The only way I know I’m still alive.
The genius of Charlie Chaplin.
We didn’t know such things could be expressed.
And we were fascinated to find that they had been expressed so well so long ago.