For the weary traveller.
Travailleur.
I commit myself like Joan Miró.
With fourteen flutes.
It is well that you wrote it out.
Bass clarinet.
Sparkles in the sidewalk.
Like Tesla signature red.
Real blood, real tears.
No more falcon wing doors.
But merely the holy crucifix.
From Alan Vega to Nick Cave.
Robert Bresson’s masterpiece The Trial of Joan of Arc.
Can’t say I didn’t tell you.
Saxophones.
Glockenspiel.
It was a proud day.
And the prodigal has returned.
I am no genius.
It is not for me to say.
French horns.
Oh…Mélisande.
Why did you forsake me?
No, it was to be God’s will.
That I should suffer more.
And again.
And double.
Triple.
To see the radiant face which looks through me invisibly.
I cannot be hurt anymore.
I am like the autumn leaves.
The tugboat.
I sleep in the parking lot of the church.
Forever.
-PD
My faith in God is tested when I suffer physically: “No, it was to be God’s will. That I should suffer more.”
But I also believe in the law of cause and effect.
Yes, I think there are multiple levels of causation and experience at work. Thank you for the thoughtful comment! –Paul