Don’t kill yourself, my friend.
I try to preserve the original language.
From France to Romania and now Iran.
It says Taste of Cherry. And it is a film beyond perfection. Directed by Abbas Kiarostami.
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Long ago I saw this quiet juggernaut.
If you’ve never seen an art film, you’ll know the genre when you see it.
Perhaps this was my first.
At an Alamo Drafthouse in Austin, Texas.
How did I end up there?
More importantly, how did I end up here?
This (the latter) seems to be the vexing question which actor Homayoun Ershadi is asking himself while embodying the suicidal character Mr. Badii.
Never have I seen an actor say so much with such economy of means.
Driving around. Driving around.
We are suffocated by the expressionless Mr. Badii.
It reaches a head (of sorts) in the quarry. He’s had enough.
Our protagonist cannot even secure the most essential human contact. He cannot find even a marginal friend.
We do not know his story. It would be impossible for anyone to have complete empathy.
He is right. Your pain is yours alone.
But maybe a miracle is waiting…
Enter Abdolrahman Bagheri.
I have never felt such emotion in a film.
It is real. As Mr. Bagheri (his name in the film and real life) recounts his own suicide attempt we are brought into a rarefied talent for dialogue which I have only seen in Louis-Ferdinand Céline’s novel Voyage au bout de la nuit. Hope in the midst of nihilism. The deepest, darkest desperation pierced by humor…or humanity.
It places Kiarostami (at least in this film) as a forerunner of the Romanian New Wave. The trappings are similar.
We see the most depressing back alleys of urban sprawl. Gravel paths not yet claimed entirely from the grasp of the earth.
This film is all about earth. Dirt. The dust of impressionism. Concrete.
Rocks being broken up.
A man (Mr. Badii) whose only longing is, seemingly, to be dead.
Earthmovers, earthmovers everywhere…and not a load to spare.
I have never seen a film like this.
Yes, it fits into the art film genre, and yet…it forges ahead…a new path…take the fork to the right, please.
This film is a testament of hope for the Afghan people.
A testament of hope for the Kurds.
A testament of hope for the Azeris.
And, most of all, this eternal masterpiece is a testament to the genius of Iran.
May the future be as beautiful as the colors of the setting sun.
Even if that sun must piece the sadness of cranes and smog in Tehran.
I will look for the sun if you will…my dear friends.